Toronto Palace!

God's design...

2004-12-20T22:56:00.000-05:00

God's design

Too many people here in Canada does not believe in God, and I do not mean only Canadians. They are just simply material people running for money all their lives. Also when they do not become as rich as Bill Gates, they just complain about the country, the system, the other people around them, and bla bla!!! It is true that who works very hard and smart like Hakim gets better things than others. But, also is true that God send him through that path because we can see many people whom are hard and smart workers as him but they do not even get the half of benefits as Hakim does.

You could ask why you do not get better life as others that you think they do not deserve it or simply why not you?? The possible answer is that not everybody can be rich, or doctor or lawyer because we need factory workers, secretaries, cleaners, etc, etc, in order to have a normal world.

Do not kill yourself with greedy dreams, just work and enjoy the life with faith that God's design is the right one for you.

By the way if you do not believe in God or even in luck and say that everybody makes his own destiny!!! So, lets pick you and ten people around you that are hard and smart workers and see if you guys become at least as rich as Hakim is.

by Arvid Amin

Merry Christmas

2004-12-20T21:50:00.000-05:00

"Merry Christmas"

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by Arvid Amin

2004-12-13T20:44:00.000-05:00

Oooohhh long time no see you guys! I know, I'm not a good blogger. Let face it like that: a good blogger is who, first, updates her/his blog often. Is who spends part of his life in cyber. So, we're not deserved to be blogger!
I, Personally, had to many things to say, but there wasn't any motivation to write them down. As you know, we built here to find friend, practice English and waste time. It seems that there was different ways for wasting time, better than blogging!
by Shahrokh

2004-10-31T22:52:00.000-05:00

2004-10-22T10:41:00.000-04:00

Some times you feel you have to much things to say, to share with the people. On the contrary, some times you think any thing you say is going to be wasted. Now, I'm in that feeling.
In my life, I haven't been found a logical answer for that: how should we deal with our feeling? Should we accept it any how, any time?
by Shahrokh

2004-10-20T13:28:00.000-04:00

Test your IQ

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by Arvid Amin

2004-10-20T01:20:00.000-04:00

Harem

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Burning sands winds of desire Mirrored the waves that reflect a burning fire within my heart Un-watered, feeding the flame Welcoming you to my Harem Sing for me a song of life's visage Sing for me a tune of love's mirage In his eyes sleep untold Whispers that echo the days of all my soul I hold your Eastern promise close to my heart Welcoming you to my Harem Sing for me a song of life's visage Sing for me a tune of love's mirage Time is change times will move us now No escape, the passing sands of time I hold your Eastern promise close to my heart Welcoming you to my Harem	Los vientos abrasadores de arenas del deseo reflejaron las ondas que reflejan un fuego del ardor dentro de mi corazón. no regado, alimentando la llama. dandote la bienvenida a mi Harén. Canta para mí una canción de semblante de vida. Canta para mí una tonada de espejismo de amor. En sus ojos duermen los incontados susurros que resuenan los días de toda mi alma. Yo tengo tu promesa oriental cerca a mí corazón dandote la bienvenida a mí Harén. Canta para mí una canción de semblante de vida. Canta para mí una tonada de espejismo de amor. El tiempo es tiempos de cambio nos moverán ahora. no escape, las arenas pasajeras del tiempo. Yo tengo tu promesa oriental cerca a mí corazón dandote la bienvenida a mí Harén.

Note: Song by Sara Brightman / Translation by Arvid Amin

by Arvid Amin

2004-10-19T22:18:00.000-04:00

"Super Mario"

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by Arvid Amin

2004-10-07T06:48:00.000-04:00

I'm so sorry!

I have been lazy by no updating our blog. I just let my best friend to do it and it is not right. Also I let the American's type of life get inside me by been careless about my friend. I'll have to change this on me to feel better about myself.

by Arvid Amin

2004-10-05T16:05:00.000-04:00

"Ashlee Simpson" Download Album

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by Arvid Amin

2004-08-23T18:41:00.000-04:00

Lack of Respect in Western World!

The general problem in the western world is most of the people see and accept eachother just as "Pussy" and "Penis" not human being! According to that, in communication with different sex, the only thing guys do is "Flattery" and on the other hand, girls just want to hear "Compliment", nothing eles! And the interesting part of the story is they call this humble behaviour "Respect"!
Sorry to tell, but it doesn't sound human relationship.
by Shahrokh

2004-08-21T14:58:00.000-04:00

Comment!

These cute girls really like to have some comments on their notes. Although a member of the group pretends carelessly about having comments, but everyone knows that inside deeply, she wishes the same as the other parts of her team.
According to my own experience, I can solve their problem without paycheque!
1- Do not write that long! A professional blog writer is someone who writes short and meaningful.
2- Don't write that much! No one has time to pay enough attention on too many notes. Lets the audiences a bit think about the last note!
3- You need to make some relationship with other blogers. The best way to do it is giving some links.
...
I'm gonna tell you guys some more, later; I don't want to be long and boring.
by Shahrokh

2004-08-19T01:22:00.000-04:00

We -I and Gary LaPointe- had a short conversation About something silly called justice! You can read it and if you want, join us.
by Shahrokh

2004-08-17T20:18:00.000-04:00

Sandy

by Shahrokh

2004-08-17T16:28:00.000-04:00

I found a blog that was updated everyday twice!
Is there anybody knows that in Olympic, any "blog writing game" existed? If there is, don't doubt they're gonna get the gold medal!
by Shahrokh

2004-08-17T16:07:00.000-04:00

Look at how nice the blog designing is; that's really cool: "If I Blog in a Forest..."

and check this out: "silly emmie"

by Shahrokh

2004-08-06T16:15:00.000-04:00

I did format my computer; everything is allright but there is no sound in it! I guess I have no sound chipset. I got to go to my computer company. Maybe they help me out...
by Shahrokh

2004-07-11T19:34:00.000-04:00

She calls Holly Wood an Eros Center! It could not be the deepest point of view. Holly Wood is the center of mind making in western world. Any political concept technically issues with Holly Wood's movies. Never forget: children grow up with movies and games. Therefore, Holly Wood is the mind maker.
So it's better take it deeper!
by Shahrokh

2004-07-03T14:57:00.000-04:00

Marlon Brando...

Every body knows Marlon Brando passed away, so it's not news any more. The thing I wanna point it is asking every one shows that The Godfather was the most popular movie of his own, but my taste is a bit different!
I have watched many of his movies -the famous ones- the tastiest I found were The Score and The Streetcar named Desire. In both movies, he was a negative character. In the first movie, I like his coolness and in the second one, his overflowing. ...Don't forget that he refused the Oscar and it makes me compare The Streetcar named Desire with his real character.
by Shahrokh

2004-07-02T00:04:00.000-04:00

Seal

by Shahrokh

2004-07-01T23:25:00.000-04:00

Canada Day

Today was the Canada Day. So what?! If you ask me what I feel, I say: N O T H I N G! There is no difference between Canada Day and the other days. I don't feel Canadian and a paper can't change my feeling.
If I find a nice girlfriend or I win a million dollar, that day is my Canada Day!
by Shahrokh

2004-06-27T01:54:00.000-04:00

Long time no see you guys?! Oh ya... I was busy with my new Persian blog and Arvid was with his friend(girl friend?). Where is my Persian blog? I don't tell you!
We hope can update here more often...
by Shahrokh

2004-06-08T00:13:00.000-04:00

Deliver me

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Deliver me, out of my sadness. Deliver me, from all of the madness. Deliver me, courage to guide me. Deliver me, strength from inside me. All of my life I've been in hiding. Wishing there was someone just like you. Now that you're here, now that I've found you, I know that you're the one to pull me through. Deliver me, loving and caring. Deliver me, giving and sharing. Deliver me, the cross that I'm bearing. All of my life I was in hiding. Wishing there was someone just like you. Now that you're here, now that I've found you, I know that you're the one to pull me through. Deliver me, Deliver me, Oh deliver me. All of my life I was in hiding. Wishing there was someone just like you. Now that you're here, now that I've found you, I know that you're the one to pull me through. Deliver me, Oh deliver me. Won't you deliver me???	Libérame de mi tristeza. Libérame de mi locura. Libérame, dame coraje para continuar. Libérame, dame fuerza interior. Toda mi vida me he estado escondiendo. Deseando que hubiera alguien como tu. Ahora que estas aquí, ahora que te he encontrado, sé que eres quien me ayudara a salir adelante. Libérame, amando y cuidando. Libérame, dando y compartiendo. Libérame de la cruz que estoy llevando. Toda mi vida me estuve escondiendo. Deseando que hubiera alguien como tu. Ahora que estas aquí, ahora que te he encontrado, sé que eres quien me ayudara a salir adelante. Libérame. Libérame. OH, libérame. Toda mi vida me estuve escondiendo. Deseando que hubiera alguien como tu. Ahora que estas aquí, ahora que te he encontrado, sé que eres quien me ayudara a salir adelante. Libérame. OH, libérame. No me liberarás???

Note: Song by Sara Brightman / Translation by Arvid Amin

by Arvid Amin

2004-05-25T15:46:00.000-04:00

Churchill's Painting!

In oldies bookstore I found a very interesting book by Sir Winston S. Churchill named "Painting as a Pastime". It includes an essay and 18 painted pictures by Churchill. In the essay he encourages the people take painting as the best hobby and fun. Also I found his works -over all- great.
Now, the strange thing is: during the second World War how could a busy man like Churchill have free time to paint? How could a leader of war be that romantic?!
Never forget: every man has many faces!
by Shahrokh

2004-05-21T10:49:00.000-04:00

Holy Beer

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by Arvid Amin

2004-05-19T21:37:00.000-04:00

Lets dance bb!!!

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by Arvid Amin

2004-05-17T18:08:00.000-04:00

The Answer is No!

I got started to translate a nice short story named "The Answer is No" by Egypt Nobel Prize Winner(1988) Naguib Mahfouz. It's about a young teacher which is raped by her own private math teacher in the childhood in an Islamic society; perhaps Egypt. Now, she refuses getting married because she has lost her virginity and it is certainly the story's mystery for the western audiences not eastern audiences. The story open a big cultural-traditional phanatism that even now the people are involved into it.
I like my own people read it, because we have almost the same problem in our homeland.
by Shahrokh

2004-03-19T13:22:00.000-05:00

Norooz

It's great that the Persian New Year called Norooz is exactly in the first day of spring. It's a very old cultural event goes back to almost 3000 years ago in Iran. Norooz is the day for empathy and happiness, visiting parents and relatives and forgetting inconveniences. Also it doesn't belong to any religions like Christmas in Christianity. Norooz is the born of nature and passing cold days.
by Shahrokh

2004-03-14T21:24:00.000-05:00

Pink

by Shahrokh

2004-03-14T21:14:00.000-05:00

I deeply believe that being lonely is much better than being involved with a picky person! Why am I saying that? Because it's sunday evening and I'm sitting here alone and the Persian new year called Norooz is in close either(Mar 21), so some how I feel talking to someone, but when I go back to my experience I stop shitty feeling!
Some time being alone can be the biggest wish you ever had.
by Shahrokh

2004-03-13T09:51:00.000-05:00

Posting Wife!

Last night TVO had a program about Israeli men who getting married from Ukraine. It showed those middle-age guys bring some young-blond girls from Ukraine and after a while, most of the girls escaped a way! So, there was kind of cheating stuff between those jackasses.
It's a very usual story happens every day in our society. The girls from poor countries come here to find opportunities not husbands! After receiving the landing, immediately they find young boy friends and destroy the guy's lives. I think the western low is the first degree guilty, because men have to support those girls for ten years no matter sleeping with some one else. Also they must sort the rest of their wealth in half. Moreover, the cheater wives even can kick the men out of their own houses! I believe that the western system push the people to be lonely to make them homesick and outsider. They absolutely know that individuals spend much more money than tight families.
I know that It's better and safer to find a wife here in Canada than bring from my home land for sure.
by Shahrokh

2004-03-13T09:50:00.000-05:00

Dido

by Shahrokh

2004-03-12T09:12:00.000-05:00

A Poem

I found this piece of poem in Spam Poetry interesting. The way Kristin criticizes the society(the Republicans in this case) could be a bit leftish, but I like her black sense of humor. So, just check this out and be judged:

"...
American Patriots,
How can we serve you better?
Want free movies?
Want to date a supermodel?
Want a bigger penis and stronger erections?
You will love it!

American Patriots,
How can we serve you better?
We have decided to increase your credit,
Increase your penis size, now
Give you free money.

Just Vote Bush. Your wife will never know."[+]

I have to say she doesn't play with the words so well and the form is very plain, but it's exactly the poem's beauty. She keeps the form simple to transfer the massage easily. Although it could not be the best way of writing a poem, but it's very sociable. That's why the poem attracts the audiences easily and would be kind of satisfaction for the author.

kristin's style of writing is putting big massage in simple words. According to my finding of her art, the people who sent fancy comments such as "Wonderful poetry!" or "this is one of the most creative things I've seen done to poetry!" didn't get to the right point or they are just flattering not telling the truth.
by Shahrokh

2004-03-09T13:24:00.000-05:00

Advise for Websites

I went to the library to check if the Evanescence video clip that my friend Shahrokh posted is still working after some months. But in the library, they have blocked the program for ram profiles so I went to a cafe internet to do it. For such a coincidence the sound card was broken in the PC that I got. After my complain the guy assigned me other one, and very gently he stood up closer to make sure everything works ok. Immediately I opened our website, he said: "It looks very nice!, it is your website?" With a boosted ego I said: " Yes!, my friend and I we post music, video clips, serious and funny notes. Here you go! This is the address and you are welcome to check it out." When I was handing the piece of paper, another customer called him so he couldn't verify if the sound works in that PC. Later, on my way to the washroom he asked me:"Where are the video clips that you told me? I went into your links but they do not have them" I showed him where and how to get the clips. He told me that those pictures didn't have a visual indication. Then I continue my way to the bathroom, saying to myself:"Oh my God! Shame on me! That I assume everybody has the same knowledge. Even worst I was judge-mental because I thought that he has to know everything about internet as a guy working in that place." He didn't know the regular standards for websites.

What a silly guys we are opening a store and no putting tags in our merchandise! Yes, we are like banks or stores, indeed! What is a bank without customer service person to guide you? What is a store without prices and a gentle person to answer your questions? They are bad places, aren't they! Moreover our website which isn't just for "PROS" or "NERDS".

But don't worry new internet navigators, I will put some visual signs under the pictures with links and change some standards so no matter that you are new in the cyber-space, you can have easy access to all the fun in our site.

In conclusion I am not just writing for "PROS", I am doing it for everyone including children that is why it isn't a xxx-site or a high-tech-site.

I don't think the smart ones will laugh at an old knowledge man supporting himself in a thin twig instead of a strong cane!
by Arvid Amin

2004-03-09T04:15:00.000-05:00

Sick and Tired!

After almost eight months bloging I found that Persian blogs only write about politics and poem and English blogs just talk about tax and pussy! Any body can introduce me with something better? Please!
by Shahrokh

2004-03-09T03:39:00.000-05:00

I don't blame you !!!

My friend you made the same mistake as many people usually do. You just read my words and understood them from your point of view. Also we were talking about that issue but you could not get my aim so I am going to try to be more clear. As you know I have been living in four different countries and in many different cities in each one for many years too. This fact gives me the right to know which one is the best place for me, so far. I miss my family and friends in my country but I am home sick about Florida no because is just a piece of land as you said. I have some family and good friends in Florida. I can have more than eight zoos close to me there. The discos, bars and restaurants in general are better than those here. The people are friendlier and smile more than the ones over here. As scientists say: "The sun gives us life and happiness" I love fishing in T-shirt and shorts and I can do it there almost all year long. I enjoy driving in Florida because the insurance is cheaper than up north and you can find free parking spots every where at any time. Moreover I do not have to shovel snow to go work and do it again after work because my car is cover by it. That is why I gave up on my car in New Jersey. The last but no the less important fact is that I miss the weather because I hate these long winters up here where you see trees without leaves and birds tripping. Horrible winters with girls dressing like men because they have no choice. Looking at my shoes wet and dirty is not nice for me. I go to Nathan Square to see how many people that love winter are skiing but from the million of Torontonias I just can see very a few of them there. It is understandable because skiing six months is not that funny as you think. I have heard from many Canadians and people in North of U.S.A. that they hate winter too but they have to survive here. That is why on winter you can see all the seniors and people with money scaping from here in my lovely Florida or somewhere in the south.
Now do not ask me, what I am doing here if I hate it because I can't control some things in life but I am working on it ok!!!

by Arvid Amin

2004-03-08T06:55:00.000-05:00

That's important to me...

Arvid Says he missed Florida but not his own country. So it's good to be honest. I missed my homeland a lot, but there is some thing else: I missed many things much more important than a land. Sitting at a dinner table with a warm family(prefer my own), feel a pair of kind eyes on my skin, hear some kind words, smell the flower I like and ... all are honorable to me more than a piece of earth for certain.
We all missed, but we are not lost. We retrieve all one day...
by Shahrokh

2004-03-06T15:25:00.000-05:00

I am blue!!!

I was looking at some movie advances and this one part #1 made me feel blue but not about my country. I feel home sick about Florida and I wish one day I can come back to stay there forever. No matter that my case is the opposite way as in the movie it reminds me my life there part #2
by Arvid Amin

2004-03-06T04:07:00.000-05:00

The Corrs
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2004-03-02T00:13:00.000-05:00

She was Pretty

To night, after playing billiard we were walking on the road. Suddenly we saw Arvid's girl in Tim Horton coffee shop. As it was my first time meeting her, I can tell she was quite pretty. A good looking Korean girl, nicely dressed, smiley, high class, politely behaved with a warm voice. Wow; she got all goods! She was the girl that makes Arvid falling in her love. Also a friend of her was there mostly the same.
Arvid! I envy you body! Wish you folks getting closer and closer...
by Shahrokh

2004-02-29T15:17:00.000-05:00

DON'T--Be Too Busy for a Friend...

One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name.
Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down.
It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers.
That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual.
On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much." were most of the comments.
No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter.
The exercise had accomplished its purpose. The students were happy with themselves and one another. That group of students moved on.
Several years later, one of the students was killed in Vietnam and his teacher attended the funeral of that special student. She had never seen a serviceman in a military coffin before. He looked so handsome, so mature.
The church was packed with his friends. One by one those who loved him took a last walk by the coffin. The teacher was the last one to bless the coffin.
As she stood there, one of the soldiers who acted as pallbearer came up to her. "Were you Mark's math teacher?" he asked. She nodded, "Yes." Then he said, "Mark talked about you a lot."
After the funeral, most of Mark's former classmates went together to a luncheon. Mark's mother and father were there, obviously waiting to speak with his teacher.
"We want to show you something," his father said, taking a wallet out of his pocket. "They found this on Mark when he was killed. We thought you might recognize it."
Opening the billfold, he carefully removed two worn pieces of notebook paper that had obviously been taped, folded and refolded many times. The teacher knew without looking that the papers were the ones on which she had listed all the good things each of Mark's classmates had said about him.
"Thank you so much for doing that," Mark's mother said. "As you can see, Mark treasured it."
All of Mark's former classmates started to gather around. Charlie smiled rather sheepishly and said, "I still have my list. It's in the top drawer of my desk at home."
Chuck's wife said, "Chuck asked me to put his in our wedding album."
"I have mine too," Marilyn said. "It's in my diary."
Then Vicki, another classmate, reached into her pocketbook, took out her wallet and showed her worn and frazzled list to the group. "I carry this with me at all times," Vicki said and without batting an eyelash, she continued: "I think we all saved our lists."
That's when the teacher finally sat down and cried. She cried for Mark and for all his friends who would never see him again.
The density of people in society is so thick that we forget that life will end one day. And we don't know when that one day will be.
So please, tell the people you love and care for, that they are special and important. Tell them, before it is too late.
Remember, you reap what you sow. What you put into the lives of others comes back into your own.
by Arvid Amin

2004-02-29T04:23:00.000-05:00

The Show Must Go

Empty spaces - what are we living for
Abandoned places - I guess we know the score
On and on, does anybody know what we are looking for

Another hero, another mindless crime
Behind the curtain, in the pantomime
Hold the line, does anybody want to take it anymore

The show must go on
The show must go on
Inside my heart is breaking
My make-up may be flaking
But my smile still stays on

by Shahrokh

2004-02-26T13:57:00.000-05:00

Link!

As we said in the first day, we do not take writing seriously. It's good to say we don't wanna role as the conscious of human beings, politicians, peace makers, nature lovings or whatever. We just provided this blog for wasting time! Now I see some serious blogs have put our link into their lists, such as Editor: My Self, Iranian Truth and The Eyeranian. It means serious people like ridiculous things!
Overall, we prefer this sweet Persian Girl in California linking us than those folks!!

by Shahrokh

2004-02-25T09:30:00.000-05:00

Don't need a Watch
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2004-02-23T20:45:00.000-05:00

Good & Small!

When I just arrived in Canada, I was really wondered; every Oriental girl had black or white boyfriend! After a while, I found that there is kind of "emotional business" between those people.
In this hell called planet, there is some races really hate themselves. Black and oriental are the most famous ones. For instance, if you get closed with Chinese girls and ask them about their dreams, they're gonna reply you immediately: "getting married with a white guy"! From the early childhood till they die, that's their point of view and they keep wishing it. Secondly, oriental guys have very small penises and also they're not too lustful(horny)! So, it can't make those girls satisfied.
On the other hand, here in Canada(or U.S.) is no balance between male and female populations. It means most of the people are man because of bunch of the immigrants and refugees. There is no good opportunities to find girl. That's why oriental girls can taken as good opportunities. Also, they don't get age easily, so even a fifty-year old woman has a nice-good skin body. More over, oriental girl has a very small pussy and soft body!

So, oriental girl wish to find those punks and those punks want to catch those humbles. In the middle, we are standing as silent audiences!
by Shahrokh

2004-02-19T19:09:00.000-05:00

Disaster Again!

This morning a good friend of mine called me and said: "have you heard anything about the train-crash in Iran, Neishabour?" No, but there hasn't happened anything special"; I said!

Unfortunately, in the country which Mullas are on the top, torturing, killing, raping, living as homeless, dying and all kind of different disasters taken very usual. In fact, disaster is part of our life in Iran. So, what should I be wondered about?
by Shahrokh

2004-02-15T11:36:00.000-05:00

Smoking Kills !!!

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by Arvid Amin

2004-02-11T23:44:00.000-05:00

Shahrzad Sepanlou

Shahrzad Sepanlou is one of the most beloved singer along Iranian young generation. She has a proven career in art beside her academically knowledge in social studying. Also she is an active Iranian peacekeeper as well as her art and academical activity.
Her website | Her weblog
Some of her great songs:
: Eteraz
: Khorshid Khanoom
: Our Story
I welcome Shahrzad for bloging and I wish her joys and colorful times in the internet!
by Shahrokh

2004-02-06T22:25:00.000-05:00

Commenting Blogs

I don't wanna put a ban on commenting blogs, but mostly I visit them quietly, because I'm not a big fan of sharing my ideas with the nonsense people. If I have somethin' to say, simply I send an e-mail to the author. I believe that the people want to understand every thing from you, but getting you nothing. That's the usual way to suspend each other. Also, if you get involved in the people(bloggers in this case), you've made yourself responsible automatically that I really hate. I prefer reading the notes, thinking about them and come back home silently. It guarantees my peaceful life and my free mind.
yesterday was one of those few days I posted my comment. So that's me bro'!
That's about it...
by Shahrokh

2004-02-06T22:24:00.000-05:00

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I am hot like my name that is Atish
I am thirsty, ardent as the fire
let me burn you
let me feel
your heat.

Persian singing

As the fire that's me
I am heat that burns your skin
my ardent mouth with honey flavor
the moon and the sun are within me
I dominate the art of seduction
juicy lips crossing you
my black eyes relieve your thirst
my body like the waves of the sea
if you dream about me I will make you enjoy.

Persian singing

As the fire that's me
I am heat that burns your skin
my ardent mouth with honey flavor
the moon and the sun are within me
I dominate the art of seduction
juicy lips crossing you
my black eyes relieve your thirst
my body like the waves of the sea
if you dream about me I will make you enjoy.

Let me burn you
let me feel you
you traversed my body as wax that fused
merge my figure with the sap
that covers you.
let me burn you
let me feel you
let me merge you with my heat.

Persian singing

As the fire that's me
I am heat that burns your skin
my ardent mouth with honey flavor
the moon and the sun are within me
I dominate the art of seduction
juicy lips crossing you
my black eyes relieve your thirst
my body like the waves of the sea
if you dream about me I will make you enjoy.

Pooste tanesh tabestoon
labaash gollhaaye goldoon
cheshmaash shabhaaye yaldah
siyaahiye shabestoon
too oon negaahe mastesh
che aashegho ke wiroon
hezaar hezaar mesle man
darbedaro parishoon

Atish Atish esme oone
jense kaviremoone
dast be tanesh nakhorde
ghalbamo misoozoone
Atish Atish esme oone
jense kaviremoone
dast be tanesh nakhorde
ghalbamo misoozoone

Manham az aasheghaasham
Yeh aashegheh parishoon
Yeh aasemoon setaaram
Too har setaareh'ham oon
Koshteh mano faraavoon
Cheh bigonaah'o arzoon
Amaa baazam mimiram
Baraash to eydeh ghorboon

Atish atish esme oone
jense kaviremoone
dast be tanesh nakhorde
ghalbamo misoozooneAtish atish esme oone
jense kaviremoone
dast be tanesh nakhorde
ghalbamo misoozoone

Atsih Atsih javooneh
Yeh vakhtaa mehrabooneh
Too aasheghaayeh ghesseh
Leyli 'yeh in zamooneh

Cheh cheshmaayi keh khisseh
Cheh ghalbaayi keh khooneh
Harjaa keh jangeh eshgheh
Yeh posh Atishemooneh (=> ?? not sure for this sentence)

by Arvid Amin

2004-02-05T14:19:00.000-05:00

That's Why!

Some people ask me that "why I don't write in Persian"? If you visit this blog named Feminities("Zanane ha"= adultery! or some shit like that)you'll understand why! An uneducated feminist slut in Sweden who just think about conspiracy and meanness.
I really hate these passive people that just wanna fuck each other. Some Persian political blogs are great, but there is some humble clowns who put their lumps through their notes.
If you know Persian just check this out!
by Shahrokh

2004-01-31T00:51:00.000-05:00

Sadeh

"Sadeh" is an Iranian traditional festival or celebration which takes place in Jan 30. Historically, it's kind of Iranian Zoroastrian that Marked Sadeh Festival. The word Sadeh means hundredth and ...
by Shahrokh

2004-01-11T01:54:00.000-05:00

Love !

Every where you go, you hear about love! Do you think there is nothing more serious to talk about?! The essence of our life has become desire!
I would like to thank the people who think deeper than the current rule. Any way; that's not the issue. I just would like to say: "life is not that simple, please don't summarize it"!
by Shahrokh

2004-01-01T21:04:00.000-05:00

2004 !

Although the last year was wholly shitty, but it's a rule that being hopeful in front of new years. Let's say: Happy New Year folks!
by Shahrokh

2003-12-26T21:09:00.000-05:00

Earthquake in Iran

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hold
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
Johnny Cash
by Shahrokh

2003-12-24T15:36:00.000-05:00

Merry Christmas!

Come they told me
Pa rum pum pum pum
Our new born King to see,
Pa rum pum pum pum
Our finest gifts we bring
Pa rum pum pum pum
To lay before the King
Pa rum pum pum pum
Rum pum pum pum
Rum pum pum pum
So to honor Him
Pa rum pum pum pum,
When we come.

Little Baby
Pa rum pum pum pum
I am a poor boy too,
Pa rum pum pum pum
I have no gift to bring
Pa rum pum pum pum
That's fit to give our King
Pa rum pum pum pum
Rum pum pum pum
Rum pum pum pum
Shall I play for you
Pa rum pum pum
On my drum.

Mary nodded
Pa rum pum pum pum
The ox and lamb kept time
Pa rum pum pum pum
I played my drum for Him
Pa rum pum pum
I played my best for Him
Pa rum pum pum pum
Rum pum pum pum
Rum pum pum pum
Then He smiled at me
Pa rum pum pum pum
Me and my drum.
Me and my drum.
Me and my drum.
Oh me and my drum.

2003-12-17T19:48:00.000-05:00

Waiting for the Miracle!

Just two days left to holiday!
Don't thing I'm gonna have some fun in two weeks; I have to keep practice BIO and SCH, because I'm so behind. Hopefully I can catch them up.
by Shahrokh

2003-12-17T19:25:00.000-05:00

That's me Bro'!

You know that this blog writes by me and a friend of mine Arvid. Today I was told: "man! What happen to you? How come you are so angry?!"; Arvid said. That was his reaction of "I'm not fine!".
I guess he is right somehow. I'm not that crazy as it shows after reading this, but I feel free here in my blog. I like to be honest and express myself as far as I can, as far as I am. So, that's me.

We all have some privacy. We love our privacy and don't want let anybody approach that. Now the question is: if we are not honest with ourselves in our privacy, can we be honest out of it?
by Shahrokh

2003-12-16T02:24:00.000-05:00

Saddam!

This is silly! There is no big difference between the stupid evils like Saddam and Bush. None of them cares about human rights.
The only group should be really happy is the Republicans, because capturing Saddam guaranteed their next election.

Check these out

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Song by Ramehs.
by Shahrokh

2003-12-05T01:56:00.000-05:00

I'm not Fine!

Oh man! To night I can't get sleep! I'm destroyed, I'm fucked up...
Tomorrow I have a SCH quiz, but I'm not ready for that. I can't concentrate on studying. I'm not ready for any thing. Fuck this school, fuck studying, fuck this life...
I've been living here for over three years, but I even haven't found one friend, a carry person who understands I am existed in this shitty universe.
A guy questioned me "why I don't write in Persian"? But why SHOULD I write in Persian?! For who? For what? This son of the bitches even don't talk to me here in Canada; a community full of dirtiness, selfishness, jealousy, hate and all fucking habits. Any time they need you, they face smiley, but if you need their real smile they never give you a damn!
I don't wanna communicate with these assholds. I avoid them and I avoid their dirty world, as I avoid the other people.
Look at Canada! Look at Canadians! Full of shit, humble, garbage ... I spell on them; on their lifestyle.

Why should I write some notes for you readers?! Maybe I'm fooling my self?
by Shahrokh

2003-11-29T23:20:00.000-05:00

Jimi Hendrix

When I was watching Jimi Hendrix's movie, I was a bit wondered. As a matter of fact, if you listen to the music you get kind of feeling, but if you go through its singer's life it turns to some thing else.
Every body knows Jimi Hendrix died in 27 when he could grow up much more than what he was, but the personal problems he went through didn't let him be what he could be. It happened to Jim Morrison either, but there is also different face of reality.
On the other hand, one of the most reason he got his position was he died when he was on the top. It means he could be something else if he were still alive.

I think mostly music heroes became hero because of their deaths, such as Hendrix, Morrison and Lennon, otherwise they could be just a good singer. Or?
And don't forget: they are still hero without being alive, because the big music companies want it.
by Shahrokh

2003-11-14T16:00:00.000-05:00

Travel with Master and Commander

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by Arvid Amin

2003-11-05T12:08:00.000-05:00

"NEO" Soundtracks

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by Arvid Amin

2003-10-31T20:56:00.000-05:00

No more Attack!

We heard that many times U.S. is going to attack Iran after Iraq! To my knowledge, it's impossible.
The Nobel Peace Prize and signing IAEA protocol from Tehran side faced to be the best reasons being in a totally agreement with U.S. policy. Besides, it's predictable there suppose to be some more agreements behind the closed doors.
So it means there is not gonna be a war between, because no regime can be better slave like Mollas regime in Iran.
by Shahrokh

2003-10-25T14:10:00.000-04:00

Moody. . .

I'm invited to a party by my brother. It's certainly an Iranian party, but I don't know any one there so I prefer not to go. Actually, I'm not open to every one. I am almost sociable but not always especially today because of having a bad mood(not really bad, but hazy).
It's easy to lose your exhilaration if you were lonely. I'm not blaming or arguing with any one, but the reality is getting upset is easily out of your homeland.(maybe inside either!)
I've been living here over three years now, but I steel feel I'm a new comer! I'm challenging with myself to accept my new situation but it takes time. How long? I don't know; it's unpredictable.
. . .
by Shahrokh

2003-10-24T14:33:00.000-04:00

Life is short but real !!!

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by Arvid Amin

2003-10-21T15:58:00.000-04:00

I left this comment for Blue Bird Escape's writer:

Are you just 16?!
The blog which is linked by me has been written by a sixteen-year old girl? Even not sixteen yet.
I'm really wondered! I let you know your notes are great and I envy you because of your talents.
I'm glad having your blog in my list Ms. +

She is great guys. Don't forget give her a link.
by Shahrokh

2003-10-16T22:12:00.000-04:00

2003-10-12T21:26:00.000-04:00

The Winner!

I have to be very happy, because an Iranian woman got the Nobel Peace Prize. So do I! I am extremely exited!
Besides, the thing really hurts me is calling her a "Muslim winner" not Iranian! The big question is: what about none Muslims Iranian in this case?
Every body knows, there is a huge difference between our religion and our national identity and of course our national identity is much more important than our religion. We never call an Italian a Christian, because his nationality is preferable than his religion. We are not like Arabs that our religion and our national identity be combined together. Ours is separated for sure. It means you can be Iranian even without believing in any religion, but Arabs cannot.
by Shahrokh

2003-10-10T11:41:00.000-04:00

The Winner!

How do I feel about Arnold being selected? To be honest, I really don't care!
As a matter of fact, Arnold is just a property of government not a dutiful governors. It is the essence of American politics that keeps you busy doing their plan not yours. So it cannot be that harmful, over all...
by Shahrokh

2003-10-07T11:22:00.000-04:00

The worst thing is we didn't put our blogg to the blogg's lists, so nobody knows us yet! In fact, writers without the readers do not make any sense, that's why we have to pay more attention in this case.
by Shahrokh

2003-10-06T15:57:00.000-04:00

First We Take Manhattan

The following is the lyric of our song in this web site. The singer is Leonard Cohen and the album is "I'm your man".

They sentenced me to twenty years of boredom
For trying to change the system from within
I'm coming now, I'm coming to reward them
First we take Manhattan, then we take Berlin
I'm guided by a signal in the heavens
I'm guided by this birthmark on my skin
I'm guided by the beauty of our weapons
First we take Manhattan, then we take Berlin

I'd really like to live beside you, baby
I love your body and your spirit and your clothes
But you see that line there moving through the station?
I told you, I told you, told you, I was one of those

Ah you loved me as a loser, but now you're worried that I just might win
You know the way to stop me, but you don't have the discipline
How many nights I prayed for this, to let my work begin
First we take Manhattan, then we take Berlin

I don't like your fashion business mister
And I don't like these drugs that keep you thin
I don't like what happened to my sister
First we take Manhattan, then we take Berlin

I'd really like to live beside you, baby ...

And I thank you for those items that you sent me
The monkey and the plywood violin
I practiced every night, now I'm ready
First we take Manhattan, then we take Berlin

I am guided

Ah remember me, I used to live for music
Remember me, I brought your groceries in
Well it's Father's Day and everybody's wounded
First we take Manhattan, then we take Berlin.

Waiting for the Miracle

by Arvid Amin

2003-10-04T08:51:00.000-04:00

Hope

Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul,
And sings the tune without the words,
And never stops at all,
Emily Dickinson (1830-1886)

Why I wrote that piece? Am I hopeful or so what? Do I love Emily Dickinson? Maybe!
When I compare Emily's life style with some of the authors from my homeland, I just say "she was really great"! The reason is the only person did not write anything for getting to the top was her. She didn't want to be famous or artificially respectful; she had a quiet life as a former college teacher and besides loved the people around. In simple words, although she was wholly single(Why wholly? Because she even didn't have any boy friend in her whole life like a nun!), she just wrote about being hopeful and optimistic and so on.
She is still considered America's foremost woman poet and I thing it would have only one reason: she loved love without any belongese.
by Shahrokh

2003-10-02T11:44:00.000-04:00

I hate School!

Today I'm not happy! Do you know why? To my knowledge, in every fucking single class the policy is:
"if there is a test, quiz, LAB or whatever the teacher has to write a short notice on the board, right?"
But this punk did not, so I failed the fucking test easily. Maybe it's interesting to know that she is Iranian too(means I wasn't that lucky in this case!)
Early morning when I got into the class, I saw she's handing out the handouts. I was a bit wondered, because it was the only they students were sitting quietly! So did I, and after a second I understood that I was wholly misunderstood; those fucking pages were the test not the CHI handouts!
Every body knows OAC classes are much different than the others, because you're not sitting there just to pass the course; you need to get a high mark over 75% or 80% just for being able applying to some university in Toronto. If you get less than this, it means you just have wasted your time and no one congratulates you for that!

Lets talk about some thing better later...
by Shahrokh

2003-10-01T12:03:00.000-04:00

Living in Canada!

Hay yo'! Who are reading this note: don't call me pessimistic, ok?! I'm just very realistic.
In simple words, living in Canada is wasting time, because this country is like a piece of shit in the world; That's what I've found in 3 years living here. A huge country that's better call it " a huge factory" is without any right relationship or even normal life; only you work and piss and shit and sleep but no emotional effects. You come here with your own goal which is similar to finding a better life, but you can't get it at all. You account on many facts that none of them exists. Seriously, you can't get any thing for sure.
All the people here are turning around themselves and they got themselves involved to a system that just needs workers not human beings. Here, most of the people are homesick and in a better position are fucked up, but the stupid part of the story is when you ask any of them a short question:
- "how's life body?"
and they all have the same answer:
- "It 's great!"

In fact, even these people don't know what's a real life.

We'll talk about it later.
by shahrokh

2003-07-21T14:58:00.000-04:00

2003-05-04T22:01:00.000-04:00

The Possesive Love

Possessive love is due to insecurity and search of individual acceptation. In many cases the mothers or parents that had problems of autonomy in their infancy, they growth their children with just a little bit of autonomy and they want that their children always be together with them. Also these parents are the ones who want to open the road for their children and do not let the children to have autonomy in their decisions, neither in their obligations.

It is recommended to the parents not to do their children homework, not to fix their room, not to do their beds. To permit them to collaborate with all the jobs at home; in the measure would have the abilities to do it.

"THE POSSESIVE LOVE" limits the growth of the children, creates problems of self-esteem and a great dependence that shows up in many cases in the maturity of these persons when establish a home and seek to find in their couple that daddy or mom.

"THE POSSESIVE LOVE" conducts to relationships with dominant, aggressive couples. The jealous are just a manifestation of insecurity and fear to the solitude, (The fear of not to be loved) that brings to the manipulation of the "loved one", whether the actions of the jealous person or utilizing the children as a hook of blackmail.

There are some questions that could help you and your loved ones to find out who has "POSSESIVE LOVE". As the following ones:

- Do you need to feel that you have control over everything???

- Do you spent a lot of time searching for information about what the people around you do???

- Do you get bother if they do not ask your consent for every single action that be taken???

- Do you assimilate the fact that your children or your couple deserve the right to have their own space???

- Do you assimilate that your loved ones do activities that make them happy even you are not part of them???

- Do you utilize the "confessions" of your children or couple as a weapon of double edge to achieve wherever you want???

- Do you forgive from the bottom of your hearth?

"THE TRUE LOVE IS TO SHARE IT NOT TO IMPOSE IT".

"THE TRUE LOVE BUILDS UP, DOES NOT DESTROY, NEITHER TIES, NEITHER CREATES DEPENDENCES".

In conclusion has been seen that the children of possessive parents are extremely perfectionists and can not assume errors, which makes them unhappy, and in general failures with frustrations.

by Arvid Amin

2003-04-15T12:46:00.000-04:00

We are two Guys!

We are two guys: "one is Arvid from Colombia and the other is Shahrokh from Iran." We are over 30 ( we don't tell you folks our certain ages! ), not really handsome, especiall or any kind of fancy stuff the people like. We go to adult school, because we have no choice. Hopefully we'll get to the university one day. As new comers, we do some shit jobs just to be survive. Let us be a bit more specific: we want to grow up for sure.
We don't wanna be too boring, so we let you guys bread over education stuffs. We made this blogg last night after drinking couple of bears. Well, it's clear that we really don't have any goals or even meanings for advising the people or lying some stupid things that are like fashion in the nucleus of our generation. Whatever...
We just want to express ourselves some how sometimes.
Moreover,If you don't come here to read our notes? Be sure we don't care!